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Dear diary
Let me tell you about my story
These stories usually normal, may sound sad, But that's the way I feel,
now for some reason, the day on which I lead now seemed hollow and empty, for some reason, I miss the time when the junior high school, while I like a little boy who was growing up, with mischief and actions we make, and then I was wanted at the time sma playing with friends, looking for a boyfriend and the new things that I do not know, but what I got after I sma? only issues and problems, Strong is not exactly right word, I've tried to be strong, but it could be a strong person who could always fix the problem? Confusion is all over me, whether what I feel now that obviously I'm sad, I wanted to quickly change the year, maybe as the year that changed my life a living black and white no longer, not like now, well I hope, ak confused right now I told my story to anyone, once I had a friend named Acel and mentari well maybe only those who understand my feelings, I miss them, I miss when we play together, laugh together, cry together, fight each other, I miss the moment, it is now I have a new friend but not as good as before, nothing is as funny as mentari, which is always where the two until the time we were in the twins said, although he had often disappointed with the attitude of selfish, but I miss it all, well maybe I need environmental adaptation, Is that too much to ask for? maybe I'm missing right now they are all