thingking again

I MISS YOU BOY
every night,i'm always thingking about you!
For my life now it's a very very boring,
now,no one sent me a message on the morning,no one made me smile again
and no one makes me laugh-free
you always gave me hope and now i've fallen in love with you,
you are leaving and going out with youe girlfriend.
i'm sick of hope and wishing everyday!
my fake smile can only hold for my tears for so long,
i dont know
how much tears fall for you or how much i miss you.
yes,only you can make me yearning like this,
miss a prolonged,
i was tired
crying and crying every nught just thingking about you!
I WANT TO FORGET AND MOVE ON!
but it was very very difficult.
i'm stupid? YES! really really stupid
after me were hurt by him,but still love him
the more he was mean to me,the more i love and forget about him
i miss you......E